Why this feelin' ?

Sittin' here all alone,
work on my stuff,
never done with anything,
my mind takes over me,
Can't control my thoughts,

I can't stop thinking,
All I know is that
I wanna leave this place,
what happened?
what happened to the energy?
Where is my power king?
Everyone took it, even the enemy.

I wanna get this shit done,
I'm so scared my mind controls me,
Change my mind or thoughts,
Full of energy and inspiration,
These people is on my way,

People tell me how I am,
I'm so upset, get of my way,
get of my mind, wanna feel joy,
I wanna feel the love and happiness,

I know I can do this on my own,
I know I'm strong, strong and independent woman,
Bye.