Can´t handle it anymore, this make me so confused... I'm tryin to focus at positive things but this is so hard.. don't know what do, sometimes i just say it was my fault so I deserve this but why so much?? do I really deserve all this things? I'm almost 20 and I have to find my self.... maybe not today but soon.... something pull me baackk..
I have to find my self... i have to!!!