2013-08-23

Is this gonna follow me my whole life? Why always me? Why always that feeling?

you know the feeling that you are not allowed to do something, but you wanna do it? Have you ever had that feeling? It feels that I'm going to regretTHIS but I hope I'm not. I have to be strong, I have to keep up and stay focused. I think God will show me the right way.
Its killing me to know that I can see it everyday and my relation to that is not the best, I have to be stronger than that...